| Thursday, January 6th, 2005 |
| 10:22 pm |
Current Mood:  hot |
| Tuesday, January 4th, 2005 |
| 1:54 pm |
"Message in a bottle" The past is a reality lost years ago the present is just what i am living now and trying to find out what to do the future is a secret door left for us to unlock and life is just a memory that we work on to be remembered in our death my life is a legacy i wish to remember in great depth my eyes are my stories that i wish to unfold like a piece of paper, that note in the bottle that i am hoping that you find, which explains my true feelings and thoughts my hands are the pages that i hope you read and turn over as you run across them my feet will be my my stamp which i hope will leave an imprint in the sand of our lost time my hair will be the waves that your hands will run through my head will be my steering wheel which will hopefully lead me in the right direction and my heart is my locket that i will someday give to you to wear around your neck if you'd receive it and my words are my purity in all its essence, as i speak them i hope that they lure you into loving me as i would one day hope to love you for your words are sweet pictures that i paint in my head. and so i hope that my locket doesn't get lost in the sand, for the high tides to take away, but maybe i do so that my message will be drifting in the water that will take my bottle of feelings back to shore for you to read. Current Mood:  thoughtful |
| Sunday, January 2nd, 2005 |
| 6:36 pm |
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| Friday, December 31st, 2004 |
| 4:40 pm |
Hmm... what's new? Well, I've started talking to Andrew I never really had his number so... ... yeah he is really sweet and all that good stuff. Who knows maybe we'll be but whatever. He likes me, the feeling is mutual the usual... blah blah... so far I've talked to him for almost a week from like 9:00pm to like 5:00am, surprised someone could talk to me for so long, but hey that's a good thing and I've learned a lil bit about final fantasy and it is that it takes so fucking long to get to level 99. yesterday the warrant squad came in our house, like five of them came in right off the bat to take my brother away, his girlfriend cried and held him close for all that she could and then he was gone, I'm kinda used to it by now running gets you nowhere in life. Anywho, My Horoscope You are feeling more fragile than usual. Don't make any sudden moves |
| Tuesday, December 28th, 2004 |
| 2:13 pm |
Garry is an ass as most guys are so imature but hey what can ya do just live life for all that it's worth and die happy with someone who loves you and cares about you which is what i intend to do. i don't need some pathetic 20 year old who still lives with his "mommy" and who wouldn't look for a job on his life or do anything to better himself so love to all who will receive it and i hope that i can find someone who could love me just as much as i love you all... welp that's bout it gunna walk to Rianna's house berr so fuckin cold out!! hope i don't freeze I LOVE YOU ALL BUNCHES ** MUAH** **17** Current Mood:  LONG FUCKING WALK |
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| Saturday, December 25th, 2004 |
| 12:33 pm |
Merry Christmas everyone... hmm. I dunno "Natural Anthem" ( Just a lil song that's all) I'll write you a song and it won't be hard to sing It will be a natural anthem, familiar it may seem It will rally all the workers on strike for better pay And its chorus will resound and boost morale throughout the day I'll write you a song and i hope that you won't mind Because all the names and places i have take from real life So please don't get upset at this portrait that i paint It may be a little biased, but at least i spelt your name right... **17** Current Mood:  blah |
| Friday, December 24th, 2004 |
| 11:23 am |
Hmmm.... I'm really cold took some addies yesterday, made like eight bracelets!! I'm in a skirt, sweater, and a scarf... Yay it's Christmas Eve... oh joy. **yawns** I'm confused maybe I'll just listen to nothing better.. **17** Current Mood:  bored |
| 11:21 am |
Current Mood:  cold |
| Tuesday, December 21st, 2004 |
| 4:40 pm |
My Horoscope
Today's astrological agenda is the stuff that long-term commitments are made of. They might be platonic, romantic or even business-oriented. Regardless, be sure you mean what you say, because it's going to stick. Current Mood:  weird |
| 4:28 pm |
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| Saturday, December 18th, 2004 |
| 1:34 pm |
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| 1:23 pm |
Take the quiz: "what type of lover are you?"
 CommittedYou seek a partner that's into you and wouldn't dare cheat on you. You may catch your partner lieing to you, but you can forgive them because you want the relationship to work. You feel that the feeligns between you two are mutual, and you're usually right about it. You love the person with all of your heart :) Current Mood:  loved |
| Thursday, December 16th, 2004 |
| 4:50 pm |
Current Mood: cold |
| Wednesday, December 15th, 2004 |
| 4:51 pm |
I had fun yesterday... hmm... helped Emma out with a lil sumin. Exchanged looks wtih familiar faces. Cuddled ya know. :)Came home at 12, talked to someone until I accidentally hung up the called back and later (I might of fell asleep) but got hung up on, called back and they thought I fell asleep umm... .... *bites lip* He said that I should go to sleep, school in the morning, Aww *blushes* Emma and I are just happy it what we'll call it... hmm.. so school was boring even though I only came during forth hour cuz I woke up at like 10:30, but hey what can ya do ya know? Emma and Monique are just so fuckin cute though.... Awww Emmmmaaa!! Welp I leave this you my friends. Adios. *17* Current Mood: cold |
| Friday, December 10th, 2004 |
| 7:26 pm |
GOES OUT TO EMMA HEHE!! (OUR SONG TO EACH OTHER)
I wrote a really sweet poem tho short it was simple of my feelings but I shall never say about what it is about... Tease?? maybe I dunno.... *thinks to self* hmmm.... nvmd well I am really cold in here burrrrr *shivers* I am so cold I need someone to warm me up... *grins* welp I couldn't fight the system today at school cuz they got a new program that blocks it unless I have the school's code and password... but-uh yeah that was just about my day except I failed the fuckin Physics test *grrr* maybe I passed my math test... hmm? HMMM... WELP MY SONG TO YOU BABY GIRL!!! "She's Got The Look" I like to read Emma likes tv she's checking out my good friend steve (er) she likes a beer i like a shot my parents think she's selling pot I like the boys in the band she rollerblades down the strand when she pinches my butt in public I complain the best years of my life washed down the... she likes to drive I want to walk I caught her checkin out my butt she likes to drink I like to dance she's drunk again off come my pants I like the boys in the band she digs the surf / I like the sand when i come home late she's got that look i'm not talkin' bout that jordache look (both say) for you i'd do it just for you i'd do it (Emma)i would wash my car get a job odor eaters for my shoes for you i'd do it for you for you (both) i guess our eyes will never meet mark, please put down the toilet seat I like to kiss she'd rather fuck all my friends think she's a schmuck The Preps did the boys in the band i guess i'll be a single woman i used to want to sleep in she'd complain the best years of my life washed down the drain i'll wash my car get a job odor eaters for my shoes i'll recycle all my beer cans like i promised i would do She would cancel my subscriptions to juggs and beaver hunt just for you i'll do it just for you - for you Current Mood: ditzy |
| Wednesday, December 8th, 2004 |
| 4:10 pm |
Damn me being a stubborn virgo!!
You're quite ready to say what's on your mind -- and quite unwilling to temper your rhetoric, not one teeny iota. Good. Just be ready to face a bit of opposition from others who aren't as fervent about your cause. Current Mood:  still sick and my tummy hurts! |
| 3:49 pm |
My heart is a burning hole
I hope the best as always to my friends i keep living life and I hope it never ends... ... well, sometimes I live my life alone with many friends, yet I am empty inside I cry in 6th hour cuz I can relate to that one of my friends who shares the same fate As i have fun with others at their home I still hide n cry cuz I'm all alone I wish that I had I wish I only knew that I would find that someone, but I hope that someone's you. I hope everyone is happy cuz that keeps me from my cup being dry but I fill my other glass with the tears that are cried!! >17 Current Mood: bored |
| 2:58 pm |
well today was a boring day had a physics test *hope I passed* too much time on my hans really, but there are the ones that help me keep my sanity, depending on your description... well yesterday me and emma were making pizza and she got pizza sauce everywhere in her hair, my skirt, the floor. she got it as wrong as it sounds. *giggles* well yeah yesterday was pretty fun. i wish i could find son=mething for us to do today. to my friends i give my hopes that find love. my lezbian lover my sexy bitches gare bear shy and the ones that i can't think of names for like the one hat moans when i crack her back and the that i hug when she's drunk and alone! *17* |
| 11:54 am |
yay here i go again!! I'm bouncin off the walls again a whoa!! I love You!!! people need to stop tearing out the suchers and let their heart heal up a bit... and i need to find someone to give my heart to in the mean time... well as long as i'm here I'm gonna say that I am rather wise to be indulged in such and only be a mere 15 not even done with a quater of my life... but yeah soccer is the shit... i need bettertopics than this really i do... la di da i can't think anymore!! well bell's gonna ring love to the one's that will recieve it!! muah!! >17 Current Mood:  calm |
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